by Katherine
Regarding Hil's most recent post, and particularly her link to George Packer's article on Iraqi refugees: there is one specific person who is asking for help getting out of Iraq right now.
On November 15, even before the Thanksgiving bombing and the ensuing retaliation against Sunni neighborhoods, Zeyad of Healing Iraq wrote a detailed post on a kidnapping at Baghdad's university, which abruptly switched from reporting the news to this request:
Very few students turned up for school this morning. My brother Nabil stayed home. I have been looking into solutions to get him out of Iraq as soon as possible because I don't want him to suddenly end up any moment as a tattered corpse on the outskirts of Sadr City with drill holes in his head just because of what his ID says. I would be forever in debt to anyone who can assist me with this.
In response, one of his readers apparently generously hired an immigration lawyer in New Zealand and offered to sponsor Nabil as a student. I don't really know the details. I don't think they can reveal them online, so my knowledge of New Zealand comes mainly from Lord of the Rings DVDs, which didn't have any special features on immigration law. I also don't know whether this is the option the family will end up pursuing, but for now it seems to be only one available, and the other day Nabil wrote the following:
I live in fear everyday, I wake up in fear, and I sleep the night in fear too, few days ago I stopped going to college, because the road to college is very dangerous, fake police check-points are everywhere and at any moment they can stop me and ask for my ID and once they see that I'm a Sunni they would have me killed or kidnapped or tortured, because they can figure it out from my name and my address (my district is a sunni district), and the 2nd reason why I stopped going to college, is that in Monday (20th Nov. 2006) two police patrols attacked our college building, and opened fire on the outer gate of the college for nearly 15 minutes, then they stopped after they injured some guards of the college, and they left immediatly without giving excuses for what they did.
The last two months I have experienced a lot of things that I never imagend that I will experience in my life. About two weeks ago, my district was attacked by mortar missiles, we had missiles falling everywhere in the district, destroying houses and killing innocent people, the district was attacked with about 75 missiles in 5 days, one of the missiles fell on the side-walk just two yards away from the outer door of my house, it was shocking and very horrible, about a month ago, gunmen killed a woman who was a hair styler and owns a shop near my house for no reason, they just stopped her in the street when she was closing her shop and killed her, and left her corpse laying on the street, and truly I don't want to end up like that.
After living 3 horrible years in Iraq and witnessing all what I've witnessed, I realized that I can't live in this country anymore, I can't live in a country where some gunmen prevent me from going to school, where corrupted policemen will kill me just because of my religion or what's written on my ID, where religion bigots will have me killed just because I wear jeans, or shorts or because I shave my beard everyday in the morning.
The only thing that I want is to finish my studies, and to work and to create a good life and to be a good man who can be helpful and successful and to live the rest of my life in peace.
New Zealand is a great country, I think it's the best place for me to study and work in, and that I have great friends there whom they offored to support me make my dream happen...As soon as I can have residency Visa to NewZealand.
Please, help me make my dream, Please Save my Life!.
Nabil
22 November 2006
If you're interested in helping me escaping Iraq..you can do that, by donating money, there is a paypal button on the top of side bar on the right.
Thanks to anyone who would help me.
The paypal link goes to his brother's account. Whether it's to New Zealand or somewhere else, getting out of Iraq costs money, and I would certainly trust Zeyad and his family to use it wisely. (continued)
I would say that based only on reading their writing, but I actually have more to go on. Zeyad's now studying journalism at CUNY, and I had the privilege of meeting him for coffee with in New York City over the holiday weekend. He's the fourth blog-acquaintance I've met in person, and as you might expect from reading his writing, a true mensch. He also seems to be a much better sport than I can imagine being about going to class, doing his homework, and covering trivial stories in Brooklyn while Baghdad dissolves and he wonders if his family's okay.
I wrote something afterwards, which I am pasting below, somewhat against my better judgment. (I often end up regretting it later when I post my attempts at poetry, and this one in particular has a few lines that I think could be read to say almost the exact opposite of what I meant by them. But it's (indirectly) for a good cause, and I sort of want to get it off my chest. So with apologies to Zeyad for getting all overwrought, and to Charley, Hil, and Edward for not writing poems after I met them....)
Arithmetic Lesson
“So am I the first Iraqi you’ve met?”
His smile twists as he asks the question,
and she has to admit that, yes, he is:
The first with a name, and now a face,
sitting next to her on the subway
He lived in England as a child,
speaks the language fluently,
writes the way she once hoped to write.
Even looks more like a New Yorker,
though he only arrived in September.
It doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter.
In the world’s arithmetic,
one simple fact overrides all this:
The girl was born in Manhattan,
and the boy was born in Baghdad.
Therefore, her life is worth more than his.
Three thousand murders in her hometown
and the victims’ names will be etched in stone.
The date will live in infamy,
be invoked to justify everything.
Hundreds of thousands of murders in his
and the world won’t even number the dead.
Medical journals will publish studies.
People pretend to be statisticians,
argue about them for a week, then forget.
Therefore, while she wonders whether
her younger sister should apply for a Masters,
he will wonder if his younger brother
will be shot on the way to school, or worse,
by furies her country unleashed on his.
It isn’t fair, and it isn’t right,
but there’s no use arguing with laws
of political mathematics.
One plus two is three. Three times three is nine.
One American equals twelve Iraqis
or fifty, or more. Whatever the number,
she can’t change it any more than he can.
Even if she could, she wouldn’t.
Her family deserves their quiet beds.
But, God--so does his. So does he.
She does not say any of this, of course--
too awkward. Besides, he already knows.
Instead the train reaches the station
and they shake hands, and she tells him
to buy a scarf before it gets colder.
(End)
The title of this post is an allusion to an old Talmudic saying that's become a modern cliche: "he who saves one life saves the world entire," or, if you prefer the less poetic version, "he who saves one life saves the entire universe."
The other half of the saying, "he who takes one life destroys the entire universe," seems to be quoted less often, and seems at least as applicable to Iraq these days...
Clicking a paypal link and making a small contribution for one student is, of course, not sufficient to save even that student's life. It is not going to do a damn thing for millions of people trapped in an equally impossible situation. But it may be of some help to one family, who more than deserve it. So it seems better than nothing.
(edited for typos).
I'll send him some money after I deposit my paycheck. Thank you for posting this.
Posted by: lily | November 28, 2006 at 09:29 PM
Well, that certainly makes me feel a little bit choked up just to be blithly living here.
I'm not sure, but I suspect that New Zealand has been accused of not carrying its weight in refugee resettlement quotas. However the top origin for refugees these years is Iraq.
Posted by: Phoenician in a time of Romans | November 28, 2006 at 09:38 PM
Thanks lily.
Here's a radio interview worth listening to.
Healing Iraq was always my favorite of the Iraqi weblogs, but since February it's just been remarkable. To the point that for all the horrors it describes, it occasionally inspires twinges of professional jealousy for me (he's a year or so younger than I am, by the way).
Posted by: Katherine | November 28, 2006 at 09:56 PM
That's a great post Hilzoy. It just makes me so angry.
Phoenician,
I think the country you are thinking of is Australia when it comes to refugee resettlement quotas. Eg. a few years ago we in Australia had a bunch of boats come here filled with Iraqi and Afghan asylum seekers. Being Oz (ie. run by a bunch of Neo-cons), they were shipped off to Pacific Island hell-holes for processing (see. Pacific Solution and mandatory detention). NZ on the other hand took in many of those denied visas.
I don't have a great understanding of NZ refugee policy, only my own anecdotal observations. However, I know many Iraqi and Afghan refugees personally and they all agree that they wished they had applied for asylum in New Zealand instead of Australia.
Hopefully Nabil will get through.
Posted by: Juicy Lurker | November 28, 2006 at 10:08 PM
Katherine: Professional jealousy? What do you mean? How come?
Posted by: Ara | November 28, 2006 at 10:23 PM
He's just such a damn good writer.
(I had wanted to be a journalist before I went to law school, and haven't quite shaken that desire).
Posted by: Katherine | November 28, 2006 at 10:25 PM
(I don't just mean the writing style--I mean actually conveying to people the truth of the situation.
There are a lot of very very good reporters on the ground in Baghdad--which he no longer is--but you won't find excerpts like this anywhere else:
Nor will you generally find a map of Baghdad that actually shows you where things are happening. Etc. etc.
I never got much beyond covering zoning meetings--except, I suppose on this site--but I recognize talent when I see it.)
Posted by: Katherine | November 28, 2006 at 10:35 PM
Refugee status is hard to get but as previously noted a student visa is much easier (and New Zealand is currently suffering a skills shortage, on graduation it should be possible for him to apply for permanant residency as a skilled migrant)
http://www.immigration.govt.nz/migrant/stream/study/canistudyinnewzealand/
Gives a very rough guideline.
There is racism here as there is everywhere (and Muslims in particular have been used as political football for oppurtunistic politicians) but it is by and large safe(if you ignore the fact that the two largest cities are situated on 1)a chain of volcanoes and 2) an active faultline).
Posted by: Annamal | November 28, 2006 at 11:45 PM
I'll send a little something -- because I can.
Last summer I had the privilege of traveling in Jordan and Syria meeting with refugees from the mess the U.S. has made in Iraq. More here, and here, and here. Those of us who knew all along that invading Iraq would only lead to monstrous carnage now have the sorry task of trying to dredge out of the U.S. government as much recompense as possible for the victims of our mad hubris.
Posted by: janinsanfran | November 28, 2006 at 11:45 PM
I'll send something.
Is there any way to contact someone (his sponsor, maybe, or the attorney) to find out about other people helping Iraqis get out? I have neither the connections nor the expertise to take a lead on this, but I'd be happy to help anyone who is. I'd also be interested in knowing how one sponsors a person into the country - though, being in the US, sponsoring an Iraqi might be problematic.
Posted by: CaseyL | November 29, 2006 at 12:34 AM
Katherine: Yes, I sent just that first fragment to a friend of mine. Truly heartbreaking.
The situation sounds as much like an incipient Rwanda as like a civil war.
Posted by: Ara | November 29, 2006 at 12:42 AM
Katherine: thanks.
It's good to be able to do something, however inadequate.
Posted by: hilzoy | November 29, 2006 at 01:20 AM
For some reason, I've been feeling, about Iraq, as though I have no skin -- no protective anything at all between me and the news. As though I have somehow been peeled, like a grape. It's all just so horrible.
Posted by: hilzoy | November 29, 2006 at 01:22 AM
As though I have somehow been peeled, like a grape.
Great. Now I have an imagine of a decadent Roman lying on a couch being delicately fed ripe, juicy Hilzoys...
Posted by: Anarch | November 29, 2006 at 01:34 AM
For some reason, I've been feeling, about Iraq, as though I have no skin -- no protective anything at all between me and the news. As though I have somehow been peeled, like a grape. It's all just so horrible.
Yeah, I recall the day Bush made his speech about going to war with Iraq. I was suppose to contact the American Embassy on a work matter, but I simply couldn't. I was so angry that I knew that if I was talking on the phone to them (probably to some poor Kiwi local secretary), I'd just start screaming and ranting - and lose my job.
Posted by: Phoenician in a time of Romans | November 29, 2006 at 02:30 AM
Katherine: "regretting it later"... I always feel drastically inadequate and embarrassed after I write something here. However, I promise that your posts are always worth reading :) Your poem was beautiful.
Tonight I walked into 'my' old lecture hall to hear Gilbert Burnham give a talk on the Lancet Iraq paper he co-authored. When I entered the building I absolutely became so overwhelmed with emotion and anger that I had to leave (I never made it past the front door). I thought about my friends who are serving in Iraq right now and all the Iraqis. It was such a powerful juxtaposition to enter this one room where I had learned from so many great scientists and hear the details of this study (again). I could not manage it today.
Again, thank you for the post. Friday is payday and I plan on giving something. Is there a way to start sponsoring Iraqis to get them the hell out of there? I’d be willing to work for free.
Posted by: IntricateHelix | November 29, 2006 at 02:40 AM
Hilzoy: I'm sorry. I feel this way too. The worst part about it is that there is not much even left to advocate. I'm surprised to find that the Baker Commission itself is out of ideas. I was under the impression that this Commission had a canned solution that everyone had more or less agreed on already, not that (1) they really didn't know what to propose and (2) Cheney was already not on board. It's just chilling to read these posts.
About the only thing I can think of is that they have to try to sweep through Baghdad and minimize the movement of these militias. But that's not going to happen because it would spike up our casualties tenfold at least. And, even so, how long can that last? Eventually we would have to pull back, and then there would again be the anarchy of Iraq.
It just fills me with rage that for three years Iraq has been falling apart and people in our country have been covering their eyes, simply refusing to see it, because it was something they did not want to believe.
It could have been much better. As bad an idea as it was, there is no reason it had to come to this.
Posted by: Ara | November 29, 2006 at 03:25 AM
CaseyL wrote: I have neither the connections nor the expertise to take a lead on this, but I'd be happy to help anyone who is.
Me too. I'll look.
Thank you for writing this, Katherine.
(And though I'm sure I've said this before: your series of blogposts on Maher Arar and the issue of extraordinary rendition are journalism at its best.)
Posted by: Jesurgislac | November 29, 2006 at 03:38 AM
Hi guys,
it is myself and my husband that are sponsoring Nabil. It is a common misconception (probably even for Ze himself) that I responded to that post on his blog. In actual fact I had contacted Nabil through Nabil's blog prior to that and we had already obtained his lawyer at the time that Ze's post was written.
We have made amazing progress thus far but there are still several issues (formalities)to be dealt to.
Please be aware that it is near impossible for an Iraqi to obtain any type of Visa to NZ through the usual, conventional channels right now, due to a multitude of reasons and policy changes specific to applicants from the region. This is the case with most Western countries. However, if you are prepared to make a serious commitment to helping one, there are ways that you may pull it off, and quickly too.
I am happy to advise anyone that is interested in helping an Iraqi that they personally know, to escape. I am considering putting together a website explaining our experiences and all that we have learned throughout this process and providing support to those Iraqi's and Western families who wish to follow in our footsteps. For obvious reasons however, I am not at liberty to do this until Nabil's case is finalised and he is physically here.
I would appreciate you not publicising this post widely as it may do more harm than good for Nabil if this all became "public" prematurely, but you may contact me discretely if you would like some advice.
Posted by: Suz | November 29, 2006 at 04:52 AM
Thanks, Suz, for the correction & everything else (sorry for the error--I had wondered how you possibly did anything so quickly; this makes more sense. I don't this weblog is widely read enough to create any problems as far as publicity but if there is anything we should delete please let me know).
Posted by: Katherine | November 29, 2006 at 07:54 AM
About two weeks ago, my district was attacked by mortar missiles, we had missiles falling everywhere in the district, destroying houses and killing innocent people, the district was attacked with about 75 missiles in 5 days, one of the missiles fell on the side-walk just two yards away from the outer door of my house, it was shocking and very horrible, about a month ago, gunmen killed a woman who was a hair styler and owns a shop near my house for no reason, they just stopped her in the street when she was closing her shop and killed her, and left her corpse laying on the street, and truly I don't want to end up like that.
I was going to post some snark about how this is no more dangerous than Washington DC (complete with driving by headless corpses on my way to work this morning) but just can't do it.
Posted by: Ugh | November 29, 2006 at 08:16 AM
I hhave tried to donate several times annd the paypal won't accept my mastercard or my visa. Bothh are current and valid. has annyonne else had this problem?
Posted by: lily | November 29, 2006 at 12:43 PM
Lily: Bothh are current and valid. has annyonne else had this problem?
Yes – I always seem to have problems with PayPal. A Pal it ain’t. I have much better luck with Amazon myself, but they don’t appear to be able to accept that.
Is there anyone who can accept donations via Amazon who could redirect to PayPal? Or take donations and then send on a snail-mail check?
Posted by: OCSteve | November 29, 2006 at 07:04 PM
FWIW, I recently had trouble on paypal from linux/firefox. Yesterday on XP/firefox I ran into a gui problem there.
Note that paypal will supposedly accept bank account #s now as well credit cards.
If a variety of OS/browser combinations fail someone will be available to redirect contributions.
Posted by: rilkefan | November 29, 2006 at 07:16 PM
FWIW, I recently had trouble on paypal from linux/firefox
Dude – hardcore! I’m (somewhat) a Unix geek and curse M$ daily, but even I don’t use that as my browsing platform :)
Posted by: OCSteve | November 29, 2006 at 07:44 PM
OCSteve: I do, but only in its friendly Mac OS X guise ;)
Posted by: hilzoy | November 29, 2006 at 07:45 PM
Hilzoy! Say it ain't so! I can handle you being a liberal - but Mac!
Posted by: OCSteve | November 29, 2006 at 07:53 PM
OCSteve: yes, ever since, I think, 1984. The real selling point was that since it didn't have a command-line interface, I could use it to draw pictures.
Posted by: hilzoy | November 29, 2006 at 08:40 PM
Note that paypal will supposedly accept bank account #s now as well credit cards.
They do. It's actually kind of annoying: if you give them your bank account #, which gives you various perks, it is (or at least was) pretty hard to make the default anything other than the bank account.
Posted by: Anarch | November 29, 2006 at 08:46 PM
I do, but only in its friendly Mac OS X guise
<pedant>The Unix/Unix-like underpinnings of OS X are actually FreeBSD, not Linux.</pedant>
Posted by: Josh | November 29, 2006 at 08:57 PM
I'm glad Katherine's post has ended with a discussion of computer/internet issues.
Back to the telegram, Ugh says!
Posted by: Ugh | November 29, 2006 at 09:41 PM
Real men use semaphore. Or smoke signals.
Posted by: Anarch | November 29, 2006 at 09:43 PM
Real men use semaphore. Or smoke signals.
Whoa whoa whoa whoa, let's not be hasty here. I'm willing to settle for the pony express.
Posted by: Ugh | November 29, 2006 at 09:51 PM
Just to ruin everyone's fun again: I was wondering today why Human Rights Watch hadn't issued a report on Iraqi refugees--it turns out they did several weeks ago. The focus is where the people are: neighboring countries, Jordan above all. Here is the section on the US, UK, etc..
A note on the jargon: a "refugee" is someone fleeing persecution given advance permission to enter a country. An "asylum seeker" is someone who shows up by some other means first--illegally, or using a temporary visa--and then asks not to be sent back...
I don't know what the # of asylum claims is in the US. I suspect pretty low, because it's incredibly difficult to get here in the first place.
Posted by: Katherine | November 29, 2006 at 11:18 PM